I've always had a fear of becoming so emotionally and physically attached to someone that even a second away from that person sucks. It's just... how do I say this... my world starts to revolve around the person and they become my main priority in life. Before I know it I forget everything about being alone and I forget everything about what things were like before this person. So, once that time does roll around where being away from that person for a certain period of time, I become somewhat of a sloth. All I want to do is be alone, sleep, cuddle a pillow, and eat. I just lose myself completely... And in my head, the only way to pull me out of this mood is to be with that person again.